Not the norm

I don't feel poetic tonight. I just have something to say, I miss the day when having a boy in your life was not, the only thing people could talk to you about. Sorry I am not some boy crazy girl, with my head in the relationship clouds. I have more important things in my life going on. I have not closed that door promise, I have just stopped staring at it all the time waiting for prince charming to burst in and sweep me off my feet. I have a life to live while ima waiting for my future man. I just wish the people around me would learn to except that. Not every conversation needs to be about boys, there is a whole world out there, with lots of shit in it. LIVE FOR THOSE THINGS, NOT FOR THAT PERSON.

Hold my head up high.

Hope is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul - and sings the tunes without the words - and never stops at all.-Emily Dickinson

The quote above is a tattoo I am thinking about getting, it would have a feather with it.

Its been awhile, So there is so much to cover. Lets see... I am now 18 and have my first tattoo. Its the picture above:) I finally got a job, I now work at Michael's. I guess I have been in a happy state of mind, because I haven't been writing on here. I have been writing alot of poetry lately. Thats been nice. I am also began doing alot of things on my own. I found out I like to do things on my own, I guess I am good alone. There has also been a large amount of realizations in the past weeks... Like I really have no desire for a guy at this time in my life I have to many other things going on, I really can't stand one of my best friends (even on my birthday she had to make it about her), I am so scared for college but it will be amazing!, and I am just fed up with the people in my life. O and I finally filled out my housing form for my college! I am soooo excited for that!

-meliss