positive for once people

You texted me, around the 30th. It was a shock to say the least. I thought it would mean more, make me feel better, i dont know maybe just set me free...and it did. I feel free, now i have to give myself time to morn for what was, and what i have now let go. You no longer rent the space you once did. He lives there now, crawling into every part of my brain...making me smile thinking of his kiss or his arms around me as I sleep. He is everything you couldnt be for me. He is my heart mender. He found me when I was at the weakest...I never realized how low you made me feel. I felt like I was worthless, that no one would care. THAT MY FRIEND IS BULLSHIT. I thank you for sending me that text. I am free from you, from your sister, your family, even brandon...thank god, the toxic is not worth the chance of super powers. 2012 started like it needed to. I look forward to this year. I hope that the dreams I have put into it come true. My life is slowly going to become what I want. I found someone who gets me, and that is amazing. I have friends...maybe not alot but they are there and thats what matters. My secrets have been told and now i wait...because I dont have a crystal ball, so the future is unknown...but for once in my life...I can live with that.